Dear Carolyn: I’m very lucky to be with the most supportive, kind, brilliant, hardworking, and genuine person I’ve ever met. We’ve been together more than a year, and discuss getting married.
My mother, however, has been extremely negative because I am white and my boyfriend is African. She makes a big deal of keeping our serious relationship “secret” from extended family. She thinks it would cause my grandmother horrible emotional pain if she found out.
This puts me in the position of having to put my plans aside for my family’s racism and small-mindedness.
I would elope, but he really wants to have a wedding. How am I supposed to plan one when my mother is openly racist and my grandmother would apparently be devastated? – L.
Your mother has put you in a position of having to select from a menu of unappealing choices, not “of having to put my plans aside for my family’s racism.”
That’s something you’ve done by choosing that dish from the menu.
Other dishes to choose from:
• involving your boyfriend in your extended family as you would any other boyfriend and letting the pearls get clutched as they may;
• having the wedding without your family;
• severing ties with Mama over her hateful and selfish stance;
• or giving her a chance to choose between accepting your boyfriend and remaining in your life, or rejecting him and losing you.
All these too severe for you? OK – it’s your prerogative to find them so and veto accordingly. You can also choose to discuss each of them with this wonderful man and devise a course of action together, one that draws from your combined wisdom and addresses both of your needs.
Even if that brings you right back to your decision to defer indefinitely to your mom’s racism, then at least you’ll know it was your decision – and so will he.