Looking to be the first one
‘S GRAVENWEZEL, Belgium – When it comes to Alpine skiing, Morocco’s Sarah Ben Mansour trains on little more than a molehill. In February, though, she will be amid the Italian peaks, hoping to become the first African woman to ski at the Olympics.
In the flattest of fields in Flanders stands a tiny artificial slope where the Belgian-born Ben Mansour swishes down for 10 seconds before she has to brake sharply and be pulled up again – 100 meters to the top of the hill, ready for another frustratingly short run.
At 18, she can only dream about training on real snow, real slopes. Yet she also knows many talented European and American skiers will never make it to the Olympics because their qualifying standards and competition are much tougher.
“I do realize I am lucky,” she said.
The daughter of a Moroccan mother and Belgian father, she was born just outside the international port of Antwerp but always held the Moroccan nationality and family name of her mother, belying the clear Antwerp twang in her soft-spoken Dutch.
Despite the possibilities it has given her at the Winter Games, her nationality has taken away opportunities. While promising Belgian athletes can be given a sports-oriented education at special schools, she cannot. Instead, she has left school and is studying on her own now to get a high school degree, adding that lonely pursuit to her daily training regimen.
In that sense, she shares some of the identity problems of millions of youngsters of African heritage in Europe and she, too, complains of the uneasy feeling of never fully fitting in.
“For the Belgians, I am Moroccan. For the Moroccans, I am Belgian,” she said.
At home, she speaks Arabic with her mother and enjoys Muslim traditions and celebrations. When she is in full training though, she applies the Ramadan rules liberally, arguing the religion does not force you to go against your body. On the streets, she looks like any other western European teenager.
“It is always different. People in skiing consider me Belgian because I live there, even though I tell them I ski for Morocco,” she said.
Skiing for Morocco, alas, is no badge of honor.
At the Albertville Games in 1992, a Moroccan skier was so inept during the Super G that he fell several times, but got up each time, determined to complete his Olympic run. It was a national embarrassment.
“It caused a scandal. Even now he is still shown on ‘funniest video’ shows in Europe,” said Derek Giroulle, her father and coach.
Ben Mansour had to pass tougher requirements before qualifying for Turin last year, but feels a skiing stigma still sticks to her country.
“I know how it goes – they see ‘Morocco’ and they already start giggling. People look at you and they don’t say anything, but you can see what they are thinking,” she said.